Sunday, January 1, 2017

It's never too late to be what you might have been!

January 1, 2017

I am a 64-year-old retired junior high school teacher from the North American South (don't judge!) whose life is going to change radically this year, in many good ways. If you are interested in travel, living abroad and adopting an expat life, exploring new places, learning about and participating in new cultures, and challenging yourself beyond what you've ever thought you were capable of, then you may be interested in this. 

My life in 2017 promises to be full of exciting new experiences, from traveling to South Korea to visit my English-teacher son, to having some surgery (hysterectomy) to deal with a little cancer situation I did not see coming until two weeks ago, to moving to Ecuador about mid-year! I also am exploring new ways to get my art out into the world. More about that later.

After several halted attempts to get this blog up and running, I am trying again - partially because many people who know of my plans to move abroad are interested in the process, and partially because I hope my experiences will be helpful to others who may decide to make a permanent change of scenery themselves!  I have been helped by the blogs and videos of quite a few other explorers, and this is one way I want to thank them, by paying it forward. My plan is to post at least once a month; and if I see that I can, maybe more often.


One of the ways I find creative joy - and also cope with life - is through journaling: both writing and art-making, often combining the two. Also, as much as I love technology, I still like to have my "paper brain" to carry with me to write out info I need, so I usually have some kind of "everyday carry" planner in my bag. I have tried all sorts, from Midori to Hobonichi Techo to Field Notes to Moleskines to random little notepads - I've run the gamut. This year's purse size planner is a Hobonichi Techo. And parts of my new journaling technique will show up there. 

This new-to-me technique, developed by Teresa Robinson, is called the Right Brain Planner. Of course, that really appeals to my artsy side! Her web page www.rightbrainplanner.com shows the ways and means to participate in this, and I encourage you to check it out! 

Yesterday, Teresa and some other artists hosted an online New Year's Eve party on Instagram so that people who were interested could work in their Right Brain Planners and share pictures of how they were doing it, discussing ideas and inspiring each other. It was a wonderful event! And I had been really looking forward to it! 

However, as people started posting their work and ideas, I could not seem to get started. I was finally able to break through the block late yesterday evening, and posted this on my Instagram:

#nyeartparty2017
“Discovered that I could not focus on 2017 yet when the pre-party got underway this afternoon. Had to deal with some 2015 and 2016 still hanging on. These past two years have been incredibly difficult for me due to a long-term stint of caring for my mother that got progressively more difficult until her death in mid-August, 2015. Following that there were multiple issues relating to her estate and my own home, all of which were finally resolved only this past Tuesday! So, although I've journaled about most of this all along, I apparently just was not done. These two "mop-up" sheets of card stock suddenly seemed to illustrate very well how these last two years felt. After some additional journaling on the yellow pieces (partially covered, bottom pic), I feel that I can fully greet 2017 now with anticipation and joy. And it's a very liberating feeling! Once again, art heals!




I hope your new year is full of joy, wonder, and confidence in yourself that you can handle the challenges that will be inevitable. That's what I'll be working on, too.

Thursday, November 12, 2015

The STUFF of Moving

OK - just under 48 hours until I (finally!) get moved! We have had to put this off for 3 weeks due to the last 3 Saturdays' deluges. The weather is supposed to be perfect this coming Saturday. And I have an incredibly gracious (and patient) group of friends who will be doing lots of the heavy lifting - and there's lots of crucial lighter lifting that will be happening, too.

Some quick back story: I moved in with my mom just over four years ago, to help her after some surgery, and eventually became her full-time caregiver, as she dealt with several chronic, debilitating conditions involving her heart and lungs. She was 82. She transitioned from this life in August, at age 86, and my brother and I decided that the best thing was to sell her house and property as soon as we could, as it is much too large for me to deal with, and he lives in another town an hour-and-a-half away. I have my own place that a friend has been renting for the last two years. She is moving out of my place and I am moving back in this Saturday.

George Carlin has a perfect rift on "Stuff," which has been reverberating through my head as I have dealing with my own Stuff  throughout this entire process.

My thoughts aren't nearly as funny as his, but I have made these observations:

The interesting thing has been how long it's taken me to cull out my own stuff, and at the same time go through the other stuff (in some cases, DECADES of accumulated stuff!), and decide what needs to stay (for the estate sale), and what needs to be kept - for records or just for memories. It seemed (before I got started) to be a much easier proposition to only have to get my own stuff ready to be moved out, and not have to pack up the entire houseful. Boy, was I wrong! It's been a true learning experience, that's for sure! So grateful for the support and help of my brother Jim Pharis through it all!

OK - so T minus 46 hours and counting! See y'all again sometime on the other side of Saturday. 'Til then, I'm goin' dark on most of my social media! (Eventually, however, there WILL be pictures!)

Have a good weekend, everyone!

Saturday, May 16, 2015

Sunday, June 1, 2014

ICAD 2014

Today is Day 1 of a 61-day art challenge called Index Card a Day, or ICAD, offered by Tammy Garcia at http://daisyyellowart.com/icad/. It is a two month foray into art making on a very small base - an index card of any kind, 4x6 inches max - using pretty much any media you please, and either following a list of daily prompts and weekly themes, or not. In other words, there is a lot of freedom in this experiment. The whole point is simply to create on this tiny, inexpensive, okay-to-goof-up substrate, just for the pleasure of waking up your creativity. It's not designed urge the participants to produce art that is prettier than or better than or more artsy than the art of anyone else participating. It is not about keeping or archiving (although I'll probably keep mine somewhere). It IS about giving yourself permission to try. And to make things you may not end up especially thrilled with (although you'll probably have plenty that you are thrilled with)! 

I plan to post my progress with this endeavor on this blog - as well as other artsy things I do, encounter, or find inspirations from. Hope you'll enjoy following along!

In the last week, there have been 5 Creative Warm-up exercises (completely optional), and I've responded to one. It involved lettering: one's name or "ICAD" or some other meaningful phrase. So I created some random lettering on a 4x6 gridded index card. I seem to be really drawn to graph paper and grids, so I'll probably use this kind a good bit. I used Staedtler colored pencils which I blended in places with a blending tortillon, Stabilo colored pens, and a black Sharpie pen. Here are a couple of pics showing my process: